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Trust is a big thing to me & it’s something you lost from me for a real long time. I know I’m being hypocritical and that I lost your trust but honestly, I really don’t know why I even try. Why do I try working shit out if there’s no trust? Not having my trust is the reason I’m such an asshole to you. My walls are so high up you don’t even know. You told me you weren’t going to leave me not once but twice & you left both times. I honestly still love you but it’s not the same as before. I don’t know if I should even get back with you because the single life is doing me just fine. The constant fighting just gives me even more reason to not get back with you.